It's Hard To Express

I havent been writing rhymes since back in the day
But there are some times when writing is the only way I can say
The things that are on my mind and hangin on to my chest
These walls of unrest my one and only defence so
I sometimes try to make my way through the mire
Of my hearts needs and wants and my bodies desires
Sometimes its hard but I push on through
With the fire I desire allowing me to shine through
I do, what I do so its feeling is true
Not some hackneyed old track we threw together for you
Just to tease your eardrums and reverberate down to ya shoes
I just I write when I speak when my mind has a clue so

What im really tryna say is this
I don’t really know what im saying when im playin this mix
I don’t allow the thought to pass or let a moment be missed
I just grab what I have and run for the door
Of the mind and lo I find this world’s but a speaking floor

I guess what im projectin is an elegant passage
These delicate rapturous words are lax pretension
I cant express how I feel through only verbal accentuation
Im a romantic at heart but I look like im satan
On a bad day, and by the way
If youre a woman ill give you wide berth no delay cause
I respect peoples privacy, their space and their moments
So don’t expect me to abase myself before your eloquence
Youre just another being standing all on my chest
Feet planted firmly in my heart and my breast
Even though I barely know you, you could be the best
So I don’t wanna ruin it by being nurvess
Im not fluent enough to woo with the words of best
I can only quote Milton and Goethe, which is kinda depress
Ing to the ears of an unfamiliar observer
So ill cease before I ruin this encounter any further so

What im really tryna say is this
I don’t really know what im saying when im playin this mix
I don’t allow the thought to pass or let a moment be missed
I just grab what I have and run for the door
Of the mind and lo I find this world’s but a speaking floor

Don’t tell me, what you think you know
Cause what you know is only ciphers bare illusions for show
Im not saying I know it, far from it though
We all see it sometimes like an effluent glow
It flows, out from one being to another
It allows us to see the real behind one other
Its that person we see, we know and we love
Sometimes its hard to find, but its there sure enough
When you find that someone, let them know that youre there
Show them you care, theres not a moment to spare
Time is always short, you don’t wanna be late
So tell that person you love them, never wait, never wait.

I guess what im saying is im terribly stuck
With these emotions I feel running about and amuck
Inside myself, without restraint
So with these words and lines a picture I paint
Its hard to express, its hard to say
But I digress, its here anyway
Theres so much love, inside everyone
Its getting on, so lets have some fun
Tell someone you love them, don’t waste a chance
You mightf find yourself your hearts romance